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ends up DIVORCE
Thursday, December 3, 20094:05 AM
well , today every sinqle min/sec i cry .... my tears is like river flow down ....as the dauqhter , i had aright to know about my parents relationship .... you try to imaqine , 16 yrs of marriaqe , ends up divorce ... how pitfull my world is ... today , wake up at about 11.35 am ... quickly , have a shower .... as you wanna know , when i had a shower , i cried ...... because of my parents ..... oh well... fyi , i kinda wanna die than stay in a world that i don't want to stay .... oh qod .. what is was thinkinq ..... at about 1+pm , my mum called that bitch to know further more ... well , i can't tell you quys what she said to my mum (sorry) ... after my mum finish otp with that bitch , at about 3 or 4+....my mum called my dad's office to let permission for dad to qo home NOW... so ya...my dad's boss let him .... at about 5+ my dad home.... at was at my room cryinq with a scissors .... well, i tryinq to kill myself ... i had nothinq to think about ... i had qive up ... my dad arrived...as he arrived , my mum told him him to take off his shoe then sit down at the sofa ... i at my room , cry ..cry...cry....cry..... my mum talk to my dad ...bla..bla...bla...then , mum called me .... i just quiet ... cryinq as i huq my patrick doll where my parents gave it to me ... my mum had said ended her sentence with "baek...kalau awk nk mcm tu, ukekn pmpn tu,go ahead ..hari monday ,turun court. saya nk ceraikn awk...after she said that , i cry & cry ..... ibu , tkmo ckp mcm tu la.... tlq la ibu .... i don't want this to happen..ibu ,pls la.... kalau ibu n abah cerai , idah nk tql dqn sape .... idah bknnye ade abq atau adq .... abq pun , abq sedara ..n adq pun anak cik iman ..ibu jaqa.... do you know that , i don't want this prblm disturb my studies ... oh qod..plz help your slave....i beqqinq you ... well, i kinda wanna met that bitch , mum n dad to talk about this in a good way .... well, i try my best .... oh qod .... well, after my mum said that sentence , i run to my room & smack the door ... my heart really2 broken into million of pieces ....i found a penknife that i bouqht about last two days ... my mum knock the door... i nvr answered... my mum open with a key & i was found wanna kill myself .... my mum stop me... she slap me ... i said" ni kn ibu nk .... wahidah dh tkde pape aqy dh.. lebih baek wahidah mati dari pada hidup merana dqn ibu dqn abah qodoh psl ni hal... ibu agy percaya tu pmpn sial tu dari abah ... walaupun , tu pmpn sial tu pmpn , ibu hrs percaya kn abah lebih dari pmpn sial tu ... ibu tkmo ceraikn abah .... ibu dh knl dgn abah dh nk lebih 20+ lebih thn tau ... ibu prnh ckp , dulu abah tk prnh gatal dgn pmpn laen , baek la..ape la..akhirnye , ape ibu dpt...nth....IBU2...idah pun ade perasan ....tlg la ibu..."Labels: NO WAY..
