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am i your toy?
Sunday, April 4, 20101:03 AM
why must i have to feel the pain?
is it fair for me?
do still love me?
those is only answer by your own mouth...
i felt heartbroken rite now..
it's been abt 2 wks my bf nvr kol or msg..
it's cme to my attention tat he's love is fake..
why must boys play with girl's heart?
why?
why must i always feel tat way?
i miss you alot...but...
wat did i get?
nth...
if u got other qirl tat is betta than me , tok to me..
i'm nt angry at all..
pls..
tell me..
thx nizam,zack,boboy junior,naz & many more kiddo
who cheer me up..
haiisss...
but, all those cheering makes me not to forget everythng tat u had done..
dear didi, kenape u tk langsung msg atau kol i?
kenape?
do u neo tat i miss u alot..
kalau u nk brk dgn me, brk la..
i don't care...psl u dh tk syg dgn me agy..
kalau u simpan i je then u ade pmpn lain, dosa i makin berat..
i dh tk tahu ape i nk ckp agy...
i tk tahu ape u uat kt luar..
enjoy dgn pmpn lain ke..
idk..
cuma tuhan je tahu..
berape hancurnye hati i...
ok...i'm very sad rite nw..
it's ok..
pasrah je
yesterdy me lps AMP, alek ..
then, ddk umah sorang..
tkde keje lain, cut my wrist..
dua kali..
do u neo tat i tkde perasaan langsung waktu cut my wrist..
after i had done with the cutting, i went outside..
wow!
raining..
gerek!
stand under the rain dgn my jiran..
we play the rain...
my jiran had fun but i just cryinq under the rain so that ppl would nt c me crying...
the blood is running down to my finger tips...
AKU SUDAH PASRAH!
AKU SKRG SUDAH TIDAK PERCAYA DGN PERKATAAN "CINTA"
cinta ku sudah tamat bagimu...
