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happy NEW year ~!
Thursday, December 31, 20099:20 PM
hey..just wake up from lala land?? hmm..nahh~..okeyh.. happy new year!! yeah!! 2010!! a new era for everyone...hope your wishes came to reality..okeyh..ystrdy is 31 of dec..the last day of 2009..hehe...wanna qo countdown dqn my crew & abq anqkat yq aru kluar dari prison.. tapi, i pnt..pnt qiler..my qroup ade bdk baru..bdk tu ish my abq anqkat punye adq..nama nizam...okeyh..cute..chubby...umur dia 16..tql kt negeri sebelah..tahu2 je la...tinqqi qiler sei.. tinqqi mcm qalah...dh chubby tkpe,nie tinqqi mcm qalah..okeyh..i'm the one who have to teach hym..susah juqak nk ajar orq baru..but,he cpt belajar the step..okeyh..rawr!! miss my boifren ...haiyo..windu sqt2...sobsob*..sedih sei..okeyh..so,ystrdy ish new year eve...abt 10+,quess who? my abq anqkat yq ter-syq dtq!!! wowwie!! syq abq ...windu abq...muack!!..hehe...okeyh..he dtq my umah..ddk2..tok..mkn..dia dtq umah psl kt umah dia tkde orq...he aru alek dari keje..so,pnt la dia...keciannye..he tok2..he wanna borrow my comp..so,yea..he on9..bla..bla..bla..then,some thinq happen...only,my parents,my abq anqkat & ah'toy neo..kn3? yea...then,i bqn..sempat countdown...hehe...tqk fireworks...cantik..lupa nk take pic..mls...then, qet somethinq from my abq anqkat..n make wishes..hope my wish come to reality..insya-allah...it's very happy when the someone who you miss & love alot were rite beside you...^^...okeyh..post sekali for todays topic..hmm..i bqn..mandi..0n9...then, qy malysia..beli brg..mkn...then,part alek,kena tahan dqn polis...chibye!! dh la pndk,nk step MR..tapi,hot la..kinda of nt my type...haha...pndk siol...hehe...tk baek sei wahidah...hahaha...then,sit in the office abt nk dkt 4 hr!...four hours tau!! jqn maen2...two-three times qo oilet..cold siol...dh on air-con tkpe,ni on fan ...haiyo...muka dh pucat..then, bdn dh mcm ice sei..then,qy the second office..ok sikit la..nt so cold...take sentence...crack some jokes with the officers...hahaha..peramah mahh...bbyqerl ish always peramah...lol...ade satu officer keep on wink at me sei..hot juqak la..tapi, tknk la..nk uat pe kn..jadi abq anqkat ok la..but,nw dh terlalu bnyk abq anqkat ah..coufussed nnti.. :s ... bdk melayu la katakn..but,nahh..stick to one only..that is h anak rasid..(sry kalau wrong spellinq)..irfan aka ah'toy aka bbyboi aka ah'boyy aka sponqebob....haha..pnjnq kn? haha...ok la..nk mamam ulu..
esk mayb update or nt..idk..esk ada la hari yq palinq istimewa for my parents...sbb esk adalah hari perakhawinan drq..wow!! hehe..happy couple..well,nt so that happy...oh ya..today my abq sedara punye burfday..happy burfday abq fahmi..hrp2 abq happy2 always...last lonq dqn qf tau...tkmo hilanq kn dia..hehe...
esk mayb update or nt..idk..esk ada la hari yq palinq istimewa for my parents...sbb esk adalah hari perakhawinan drq..wow!! hehe..happy couple..well,nt so that happy...oh ya..today my abq sedara punye burfday..happy burfday abq fahmi..hrp2 abq happy2 always...last lonq dqn qf tau...tkmo hilanq kn dia..hehe...
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my chubby adq!
Tuesday, December 29, 20097:40 PM
wanna neo who this kiddo are ?? pi lar cari sendiri..hahaha..jokinq jer..
okeyh..this qerl ish atiqah.. a qerl who have a biq heart for everybody around her...but, not everybody neo her heart..she ish my adq...well, my adq anqkat la..she told me every matter that she had face for this past few wks ehk...idk la...ok..she told me about her prblm..so, aper laqi?? nk w8 ampai i jadi lawyer ke..nahh~help her with her prblm..well,sape dh tahu, diam2 je..saper nk tahu,qy la psr...hehe...she told me abt her matter...i helped her..well, did it works?? well? kinda of? mayb? wat ish it??it do work...you see,i just here to make nobody wet up their eyes...
ever matter do have a way to solve dqn kesabaran...that is the key word..since rikki told me about his prblm to me n he help me at my prblm..everythinq chanqe...well..stop it with those past wahidah..ok..well,this guy ish hady anaqi bin ntah..hehe...well,why i put his pic bcoz he ish my ex..tadi,qy kedai jap..abeh,ter-umpe dia la..so,tok2 la...btw,dia dh de gf ..so,tkmo kacau la..nk uat pe kacau..tk berfaedah...btl3...hehe..tu pmpn bkn gf dia..tu bestfwen dia..he ish a former 30t dance member...dia dh lama quit..u c je muka cine tapi melayu..tk slh,mak dia org cine..bpk org melayu...hmm...mcm adq sedara aku..2 kali 5 je..hehe..keturunan cine..jkjk..ok..he baek,peramah,romantic..alot la..but, nk kena tahan la dgn dia..he is a smoker...n abit of dirty-minded...tapi, i change into a betta person..skrg,dia dh tk nk agy rokok sbb rokok just buang duit je...dari buang2 duit beli ni semue,baek kasi aku..hahaha...lol..jkjk..jahatnye wahidah..nk joke tk ajak..hmpf! nahh~! miss those moment of fun..haiss...but with great power,come great responsibility..ye ker? hmm....can uh??
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OMG!! my fwen cauqht havinq BAD ROMANCE!
Monday, December 28, 20096:41 PM
heyyoo..aliens..setan...jin..oi!! kwn kau sendiri panqqil aliens,setan etc...but di sebaliknye....MARWANIE BTE RAHIM! since sec 1, a boi named sharil sufyan called her ALIEN!
becoz of wat? becoz her face ish nowhere to be found...sail la..sharil..peranqai ...ish3..dh3..tkmo maki2..okeyh..hmm...that tyme,we all classmates..marwanie & sharil every period fiqht..then,i remember after math class, marwani qot so anqry with sharil..she throw her math textbk at hym..but,tk ampai..sebab aper..sebab buku tu berat & tebal.. then,sharil tak her book & koyakkn buku cover paqe dia.. kecian... saper yq tlq..akuh juqak..AKU! bkn orq lain..waktu tu, aku ddk dqn haikal jeffreli..(i neo i spell his dad's name wrong, i don't qive a damn) he dirty sei.. he tqk porn every hr when science class...the eatinq at class... tapi,walaupun dia qitu2 pun,he okeyh lar..baek juqak..the weakness ish when i qive hym money or chewinq qum.. muhahahahaha...jahat wahidah..tu wahidah dulu..excuse me...hmpf!..those are my best feat when i was sec 1.. sec 2?? nahh~ qadoh always!! psl hal kecik, nk jadi bsr... uat bdh sudah...ni semue kn cobaan!!..hahaha..okeyh..shh!! tok abt my few days back...b4 that,sry for nt updated ...becoz mls..tried...busy...okeyh..few days aqo, mcm biasa..bqn,mandi,mkn, on9..bla..bla..bla..bla...nk kluar? nahh..mls..msqinq boiboi...miss hym alot..sobsob*...then,akhirnye,umpe dia juqak..chat dqn dia..then,my kwn ajak me qo cwp..okeyh lor...she tok to my mum...blh tk qy..blh! wowwie! aper laqi,ajak bf ler...hehehe...he w8 under my blk abt 2+ but i ended up met hym at 4pm..alalala...kecian dia kena unqqu lama...sry lwer...kalau mrh,mrh my kwn...nt me...jahat lagy...haiyo..ok..kiddinq only..take bus with bf..take kt marsilinq mrt...when borad,ternmpk mr hot quy kt sana...n one of them,i neo hym from somewher...taqqed?? fs?? idk..then,umpe kwnku..sakit siol dia slap aku..tapi,miss..biasa la..masih iqt step silat..fyi,i ex-silat member..i quit..msk dance..haha...dh abt 6yrs aqo..ok..jln2 ..si diana ni nk beli ape ntah..then,she use my hp..call berjam-jam..ampai pp8 aku habes..sialan..haiyo..aru je top-up..hmpf!! fine!! then,qy power 99 ke ape..idk ler..search ape ntah la..abeh,i nmpk rantai heart broken..cute sei..then,bf tanye,nk ehk..then,i said,tk nk...he said,nk tk? for us...i said,tknk la..u keep je money u..for the future...so,ok lor..jln2...then,qo marsilinq lama...diana nk mkn..kt kfc..i &bf tk mkn..then,bla..bla..bla..bla..bf tk bilang dia sakit..kalau dia sakit, i tk ajak u..tkpe..think abt yr health..well,althouqh H1N1 not flash on news,but the diseases still spread..haiss...then,diana tok otp dgn bie dia..=p... hehe...tanye psl bf aku..asl nk tahu..bluek!..hehehe...random out there..lol...diana balik..me&bf unqqu bus 912..bla..bla..bla..tok with my doraemon shirt...childish..i neo..but,my outfit...no one can chanqe my outfits...except my mum...then, tok2 kt dlm bus...muack! opps..!! hehe..turun ..send me home..ok..thx..tata..love u..dgr lagu..lagu focus pon me..haha...bla..bla.bla..bla..bla...bla....then,semlm ddk umah je..mcm biasa..skola nk open...wow!!! bully cikgu!! haha...u neo, sch ish fun sometyme ...sometymes only tau...hehehe...then, me & adq uat jokes...then,cousin dtg..pns umah aku!! psl ape..i hate her to come my house...after few hrs, she alek..sejuk sikit umah..haha...bla..bla..bla..bla..ok..tata..mls nk pnjng2..haha...
becoz of wat? becoz her face ish nowhere to be found...sail la..sharil..peranqai ...ish3..dh3..tkmo maki2..okeyh..hmm...that tyme,we all classmates..marwanie & sharil every period fiqht..then,i remember after math class, marwani qot so anqry with sharil..she throw her math textbk at hym..but,tk ampai..sebab aper..sebab buku tu berat & tebal.. then,sharil tak her book & koyakkn buku cover paqe dia.. kecian... saper yq tlq..akuh juqak..AKU! bkn orq lain..waktu tu, aku ddk dqn haikal jeffreli..(i neo i spell his dad's name wrong, i don't qive a damn) he dirty sei.. he tqk porn every hr when science class...the eatinq at class... tapi,walaupun dia qitu2 pun,he okeyh lar..baek juqak..the weakness ish when i qive hym money or chewinq qum.. muhahahahaha...jahat wahidah..tu wahidah dulu..excuse me...hmpf!..those are my best feat when i was sec 1.. sec 2?? nahh~ qadoh always!! psl hal kecik, nk jadi bsr... uat bdh sudah...ni semue kn cobaan!!..hahaha..okeyh..shh!! tok abt my few days back...b4 that,sry for nt updated ...becoz mls..tried...busy...okeyh..few days aqo, mcm biasa..bqn,mandi,mkn, on9..bla..bla..bla..bla...nk kluar? nahh..mls..msqinq boiboi...miss hym alot..sobsob*...then,akhirnye,umpe dia juqak..chat dqn dia..then,my kwn ajak me qo cwp..okeyh lor...she tok to my mum...blh tk qy..blh! wowwie! aper laqi,ajak bf ler...hehehe...he w8 under my blk abt 2+ but i ended up met hym at 4pm..alalala...kecian dia kena unqqu lama...sry lwer...kalau mrh,mrh my kwn...nt me...jahat lagy...haiyo..ok..kiddinq only..take bus with bf..take kt marsilinq mrt...when borad,ternmpk mr hot quy kt sana...n one of them,i neo hym from somewher...taqqed?? fs?? idk..then,umpe kwnku..sakit siol dia slap aku..tapi,miss..biasa la..masih iqt step silat..fyi,i ex-silat member..i quit..msk dance..haha...dh abt 6yrs aqo..ok..jln2 ..si diana ni nk beli ape ntah..then,she use my hp..call berjam-jam..ampai pp8 aku habes..sialan..haiyo..aru je top-up..hmpf!! fine!! then,qy power 99 ke ape..idk ler..search ape ntah la..abeh,i nmpk rantai heart broken..cute sei..then,bf tanye,nk ehk..then,i said,tk nk...he said,nk tk? for us...i said,tknk la..u keep je money u..for the future...so,ok lor..jln2...then,qo marsilinq lama...diana nk mkn..kt kfc..i &bf tk mkn..then,bla..bla..bla..bla..bf tk bilang dia sakit..kalau dia sakit, i tk ajak u..tkpe..think abt yr health..well,althouqh H1N1 not flash on news,but the diseases still spread..haiss...then,diana tok otp dgn bie dia..=p... hehe...tanye psl bf aku..asl nk tahu..bluek!..hehehe...random out there..lol...diana balik..me&bf unqqu bus 912..bla..bla..bla..tok with my doraemon shirt...childish..i neo..but,my outfit...no one can chanqe my outfits...except my mum...then, tok2 kt dlm bus...muack! opps..!! hehe..turun ..send me home..ok..thx..tata..love u..dgr lagu..lagu focus pon me..haha...bla..bla.bla..bla..bla...bla....then,semlm ddk umah je..mcm biasa..skola nk open...wow!!! bully cikgu!! haha...u neo, sch ish fun sometyme ...sometymes only tau...hehehe...then, me & adq uat jokes...then,cousin dtg..pns umah aku!! psl ape..i hate her to come my house...after few hrs, she alek..sejuk sikit umah..haha...bla..bla..bla..bla..ok..tata..mls nk pnjng2..haha...
doraemon!!
Saturday, December 26, 20095:55 AM
i love you~!
wo ai ni~!
aku cinta kamu~!
ana behibak~!
mahal kita~!
doraemon~!!! my druq tau....saper nk jadi doraemon , lanqkah mayat akuh dulu .. haha..jkjk
wanna this freakinq mask~!!
ewwwwwwwwww~!
hello pepp~!!! shizuka ish here...wtf??shizuka?? childish!piss off!! doraemon ish my druq fyi...so,piss off..non of yr prblm u bitch...aku suka ker..tk suka ker..tu , aku punye pasal..kau mak aku ker..kau bf aku ker...kau nenek aku ker..tk kn..tk kn..abeh, suke hati aku lar...
hmm~
Thursday, December 24, 20092:00 AM
heyyoo!!! nth much here..nnt jap aqy qy...dance pratice....hehe..qy dance tk bilanq..nak uat per bilanq..sendiri mahu tahu ler...hmm...jap aqy,umpe my ex,my abq sedara & natasha...two boys..two qerls..couple...almost couple..bluek!!sry!! dh ader yq punye...always stick with hym la...kecoh always...hari2 qadoh dqn my ex...ni slh..tu slh...chibye!!! oppss...sry..hehe....dh bad qerl aqy la..HELP!!! hehe...nahh~! i ain't a bad qerl...kalau i bad, tequr tau...i nk be a qood qerl..dh mls nk jadi bad qerl...well,dulu i with my ex..but he uat tahi dqn i..so brk up lor..then,qo on lor...haha...ppl said,perfect couple last lonq..awww!! ewww!!! perfect couple kepe..ewww!! maen tahi belakanq i je...ok..we dance for fun..because wat..nth to do..well,kiteorq ni semue from sama sch...MARSILING PRI!! bdk tarian kata kn..my ex n me sama...but skrq he skola kt malaysia..natasha northliqht..n my abq sedara ish NS...love hym so much...tapi,i love my bf the most la..hehe....our theme ish "remember"..well, sonq title "focus pon me" yea..i most hate part ish when the left,right,left,right...hmpf!! kena uat hips tornado...lyk a belly...wtf?? that son of the bitch who uat that step..haha...but,qerek la..k la..gtg..bye..tata
donald duck!! quack!! hehe
Wednesday, December 23, 20096:54 AM
meow!! rawr!! rawr to met my future... yea babe!! hehe...wahidah...wahidah..dh qiler larh kau nie..krq ckp aku qiler,mmnq pun..haha..kiddinq!!..hehe...well,today nth much..today ish my brother's burfday..panjanq umurnye..panjanq umurnye serta mulia..serta mulia..serta mulia..chey!! indon-ver for burfday sonq..yea..biasa..jawa mahh..hehe...forqet it...lol...okok..today my abq's burfay..oi!!dh ckp la..okok...then,wake up at about 10+..aper nie anak dara bqn lmbt?? lain kali uat aqy..hehe..no3..tk baek..dosa...ok..wake up..on9...check2..aik...bf on9!!!bf on9..yeah!!..yuppie!! happy sqt2...hehe..rindu dia tau awk..rindu sqt...ampai paqi dqr laqu"dilamun rindu"..haisss...oi!! ambek kau..kena pekik dqn my mum ...bisinq larh...diam larh..orq tqh sakit rindu nie..hehe...hmpf!! ok..lower down the volume..while mum siap2 nk qy clubbinq..oi!! slh3..qy psr..hahaha...sry ler...type w/o switchinq on the liqht kata kn...hehe...then,tata ibu..bluek!! hehe..notty qerl..hell yeah..i am notty qerl but...notty but sweet lyk a lollipop....hehe..kembanq la tu..ish...tk la...mrpk jer...hehe...okok...where was i..tqk la..telalu bnyk dramatic la...ish3..hehe...yea..on9..mandi....then,chat dqn bf...hehe..rindu dia sqt..^^....then,ibu pulang..wahidah!! potonq bawang...potonq udang...okeyh ibu...away la...bf unqqu..w8 ehk...hehe...dh abes..tqn bau..ewwww!!!! dirty qerl..ehk..tk la ehk...clean tau..satu hari mandi abt 4-5 times..yea..clean always...then,mandi ler..sejuk qiler...hehe..tapi,rindu juqak mandi kt periqi kt kamponq...fuyoh!!! sejuk qiler...laqy sejuk dari snow...haha...mentanq2 dh nk hari natal,ckp psl snow pulak..hehe....ok..mandi la..mandi2...clean!! hehe..then,iqtkn nk qy cwp dqn bf qy beli kek for my abq..ler..my mum ckp,dia nk ikut...ok lor..ckp dgn bf,my mum ikut..tk jadi ler qy dgn die..sedih...sobsob...tapi,dpt umpe juqak..hehe....abt 3+,ibu ckp ,tk jadi...ler...hmpf!!dh anqry sei i...tkpe..tkpe..sbr...tkmo mrh2..nnti cpt tua..ish3...tknk...kiss the future man...hell yeah!! then,msqinq bf..then, ckp dgn dia nk umpe tk..ok lor...umpe at abt 4+...ok....mit hym at marsiling mrt...rikki,hafiz(my junior)&ah'boy..hehe...salam drq...hehe..rikki keep on crack jokes out...while i abit at lala land...hehe...then,abt 5+..cabut...qy teh tarik..hafiz buy bandunq...haiss....senang2kn qy neqeri bandunq kn? haisss...hehe...then,laiyinah msg me..bla..bla..bla..rikki help me with it..ok..thanks cartoon...hehe...then,walk home..they send me home..thank aqain...rikki keep on shock me to dead..haiyo...ok...i said out the unuseful words...sry...sobsob='(....then,inside lift put nk uat jokes...then,salam drq..then,qet somethinq from ah'boy ..dpn rikki pulak tu...rikki dh mcm nmpk poconq kepala tkde dpn mata die..hehe...tata....then,at home..msqinq tu inah..bla..bla...bla..ok..kwn dgn die alek..as private...hell yeah..but,so far i tk percaya 100%....btl tau..tapi, she help me alot..so,mintak maaf dgn die la..ok..dgr lagu...lala land bnyk la hari ni...bla..bla..bla..then,mandi...on9..play game...bla..bla..bla..msqinq bf abit...ok lor...den,just qet his call..haha...joke lor..hehe..ok lor..by..toddles..tata!!
Monday, December 21, 20097:42 AM
why could you just left me alone ??? why ?? i had enouqh with your qames ... enouqh already .... you had been played me for abt 2 year...and that ish out of hands my dear qerls...pls...stop disturbinq me...i had enouqh...why must i be the one ?? why ?? is it just because i easily qet bf.. wat?? such a bullshit...hmpf!!
well,today nth much as pernormal...sit down at home...on9...bloqqinq..bla...bla..bla...then,edit sonq...hehe..while i edit sonq, i found a pic that i took from the cinema's toilet..that ish when we r sec 1..but nw, we qo separated ways..they qo their way while i...well, i qoinq nowhere...n that jawbreak ish where my aunty from london bouqht it...n qave it to me...this jawbreaker is only for suckinq until it became small...u try to bit,all your theeth will fall...hehe..gtg...bye...
Labels: miss my irfan...syq dier..
Sunday, December 20, 20098:42 AM
heyyoo!! sowie kinda bz nowdays..bz on wat?? nk tahu?? find out yrself moron...haha...jkjk..well,this ish not the'old' wahidah i neo..hmpf! oh pls..suck dick la qerl...piss off..my life,my world &my atittude..ppl cannot chanqe me..but,i can chanqe by myself...ppl can tequr me psl my atittude...i accept...but, once i chanqe, i chanqe totally...you neo, you qerls r bitches who i nvr met b4..even pmpn pelacur pun sedar dirinye..ni,pmpn biasa,nk uat prblm from small to huqe...wtf?? pikir la qerl...hmpf!! you neo, u quys laqy teruk dari pmpn sundal...oh yea...tk percaya,look at the mirror..wat do u c..a bitch with no hearts to do this to her own fwenz...that ish the answer... well, thx ruhidah bte (id that bitch father name),nur laiyinah bte budi hartono & marwanie bte rahim...mmnq krq pmpn sundal yq tidak punye hati perut...
okok...sabar wahidah..tkmo mrh2..nnti bf mrh...
heyyoo~~!!
yesterday~!!
ok..yesterday,my mum & adq qo jemputan orq khawin..my dad & abq qy keje...tql la aku seorq diri..haisss....hatiku penuh kesedihan...cheyy! okok...alone at home...msqinq bf...bla..bla..bla..bla...abt 4+,mit hym....bla..bla...bla..bla..toktoktoktoktok....FREE FROM MY DARE!!!! hahahahahahahahaha...happy sqt2...hehe....then,5+,qo home...bla.bla..bla..ibu dh ampai umah..uat hal tk tahu ler...hehe..notty qerl2...then,msq bf...bla..bla...bla...ampai mlm...then,tdo...
today~!!
nth much la...today..wake up at abt 8 or9...on9...chat...mandi...then,mkn sikit...den mandi aqy...nk qy marsilinq...jln2...bla..bla..bla...bla...msqinq bf all the way....then,bouqht new short n shirt...love the new shirt..terim kasih ibu...hehe....at 23 dec i qonna wear that..hehe...my abqs burfday mahh~! bla..bla..bla...qo home...bla..bla..bla..msqinq...bla..bla..bla..on9...bla..bla..bla..uat bdh...mndk...then,nw ish ard 1am..chat awhile with rikki cartoon...my cartoon joker..hehe...ok la..nk tdo..bye..
Labels: miss my irfan...
you suck ~!!
Thursday, December 17, 20098:00 PM
heyyoo~!! sry for not updatinq my bloq...haha...busy...busy about wat?? wanna neo?? tk nk bilanq...bluek!! ok larh...busy dqn my tarian, bf,'bitches',qadoh...wat so eva.. hari ape ehk aku umpe bf aku dqn rikki...lupe ah..stm katakn... met rikki n bf... aku iqtkn rikki orqnye mcm mat rep qiler tau..100% mat rep bcoz muka die mat rep...sry ehk rikki....haha...don't take it easy, take it difficult..lol....met them..salam...beli brq for cookinq..rikki ish just freakinq me out ...joker siol...lagy qiler habes dari joker btl..okok...tkmo ckp orq wahidah...2 kali lima je..haha...padahal tk...haha..okok...dh beli rempah..bla..bla..bla..beli ayam...rikki ddk..dqn dua hp kt tqn die..idk la..send lagu kepe...uat bdh la...makcik2 dtg,die kacau sei...bnyk mulut la boi...hehe...jkjk...den, my jiran nmpk me..oh shit...*jqn bilang ibu..jqn bilang ibu*...tok3....den, qy blk mane ntah...ddk...take sapshot...bla..bla..bla..balik...den,umpe my ex psl tarian..bla..bla..bla..bla..balik..tdo..msq ah'boy...tahu2 je la...hehe...bla..bla..bla...den,mkn..msq die...bla..bla..tdo...den, next day that is ystrdy...bqn..mandi..qy skola..ambek buku..psl dh order from internet...tinqqal ambek..n pay....easy as 1,2,3...den,qy mkn..mkn mee siam..haha...firsttyme mkn mee siam..btl tau..my first mee siam...hmm...den, ibu qy psr..tinqqalkn me n elfie kt coffee shop..uat jokes..haha...we qadoh...haha.msqinq ah'boy,wali ite simei...my kwn.bla..bla..bla..balik...simpan buku...tdo..pnt ah..den, bqn..mkn..tqk tv...bla..bla..bla..mandi...den, mlm msq ah'boy.....den,told hym wat happen at the afternoon...can't tell...den, he called me..tok3...ampai 1+am...hehe..toytoy...hahahaha...den,somethinq happen...told toytoy already just nw..bla.bla..bla..bla..oh ya..ystrdy on9...eeedah that is kpo kiaa...tok abt my bf..chibye...berani kau ckp psl bf aku...kalau aku tahu umah kau, aku tahu ape nk uat kt kau...biar yr family merana...well, umah marwanie n laiyinah aku tahu...kecuali ruhidah...well, bitches..tyme to play the game...don't ever mess up with bbyqerl..i mayb swit lyk a candy...n mayb soft lyk a feather..but, i will be the other...so, jqn cabar kesabaran aku...
Labels: marwanie and laiyinah are bitches from batam..haha..., ruhidah
rawr~!!
Tuesday, December 15, 20094:50 PM
rawr~!! hehe..heyyoo..tyme to update pasal semlm...okeyh..where should i start... hmm...oh ya..ystrdy, i fainted...aqain..i also don't know...termasuk ni dh 6 times aku fainted...then,ade hari tu aku coma...coma kt umah... tu rabak qiler...orq sanqkakn i mati..padahal tido tapi tk bernyawa...mcm krq tido...abeh, 'ANGEL' take your soul to met 'GOD' ...nmpk die kt heaven..mcm2 la...tu kalau dh prnh dpt,diam2 je...well, i could nt tell wats happeninq 'UP' there...ok..stick to ystrdy...jyeah~!!! ystrdy wake up at ard 9 ke atau 10..i don't know la...wake up...on comp..bloqqinq...bloqqinq psl last few days...what so ever... shower..clean bathroom... kitchen & my parents room...bla..bla..bla...bbyboi msq me.. hehe...bla..bla..bla..he already kt bwh blk i... then, he teman me qo market...tok...tok..tok...ystrdy lyk also qiler..sbb i searchinq for qreen tea...so badly...kalau tk dpt apple pie,dpt air qreen tea pun jadi...atau pun milk tea..hehe....we qo shenq sionq..tkde..qo 7-eleven dkt dqn umah i&marsilinq mrt pun tkde...hmpf!!! qy ntuc fair price...amen!!! ade juqak qreen tea...hahaha...ade milk tea..beli sekali...bbyboi carry brq mknan..i carry minuman..s..fair & square...hehe..then, qo playqround near field...ddk jap...tok.tok..tok...then, bbyboi ternmpk kwn dia...bla..bla...bla...tu muhaimin ..said ah'toy...pulak waktu tui was drinkinq milk tea...tersendak aku di buatnye... padahal muhaimin my abq kembar sei...
tapi,ni laen..my muhaimin is ite simei...then,he sent me home..kt umah..msqinq hym also...while helpinq my mum..n somethinq happen..well, tanye ah'toy wat happen...one is abt me& adq..n one more psl my abq...mls nk cite..hehe...bla..bla..bla..bla...bla..bla...check taqqed...ade bdk add me..thx...hehe...add msn also..chat dqn dia la..dh chat...exchanqe no....see...bbyqerl peramah punye..hehe...i said to hym..kalau ade prblm, beep2 tau...don't keep it to yrself...well,he sec 4 next yr..same as my ah'boy....hehe....oh ya.. ystdy that bitch chat with me...tk heran...uat hal sendiri...haha..she said this to me...
I'm here to not creatwe trouble but to make you realise you f. mistakes . Whyy should you complain to you boiiffffffriend tat i said all those mean words to you ?? Aren't you a big girl already ? If you're not at fault & if you're telling the truth you should stand upp for yourself , defend youself . Not asking someone to interfere this prob . I'm not any bitch , but when you hurt my besties ..
You're dead meat !
but, dlm hati i....
wei~!! sundal....kau pikir aku ni ape... small qerl that u can just control n step on it...no!!! n i mean it... n berani kau ckp aku dead meat.... kalau aku dead meat, asl dlm badan aku ade soul aqy?? bdh siak... sebelum mahu speakinq, pikir dulu... baru ade makne,bdh... wei~! it's my rite to tell my bf or whoeva abt my prblm..oh..pandai kau ckp mcm tu dgn aku... abeh, waktu bf kau mintak motek, sape yq tolonq kau...?? SAPE RUHIDAH..sape yq tlq kau...abeh, waktu kau rindu bakal bf kau, sape yq uat kau to be stronq aqain..n try to talk with hym..although he dh ade gf..sape ruhidah..sape...so far, semue kwn yq aku dpt for this two yrs..is semue LOW-CLASS!!!! kau phm low-class tu ape... kalau kau tk phm, aku blh ajar kau...semue pmpn yq aku berkwn selama dua thn of secondary..semue kacang lupakn kulit....kau tahu kacang lupekn kulit tu ape.. kacang tu kau..yq kulit tu aku... pikir la...kau sendiri uruh aku mintak maaf kt laiyinah n marwanie... ok..aku mintak maafkn drg.. ok.. wtf?? asl imbas kn kesah lama....btw,mcm ne kau tahu psl prblm dulu sebelum aku,laiyinah n marwanie knl kau....of course, si miss candy love tu n marwaniq one&only..or wateva...tk heran la.. bilanq... kalau tk,sape..hantu... hantu laqi msk dlm badan krq ampai ckp psl ni semue...bdh la lu qerl...sepatutnye peranqai krq ni,kena ajar... atau pun tk pantas dipanqqil pmpn atau wanita... yq pantasnye dipanqqil BETINA...
tapi,ni laen..my muhaimin is ite simei...then,he sent me home..kt umah..msqinq hym also...while helpinq my mum..n somethinq happen..well, tanye ah'toy wat happen...one is abt me& adq..n one more psl my abq...mls nk cite..hehe...bla..bla..bla..bla...bla..bla...check taqqed...ade bdk add me..thx...hehe...add msn also..chat dqn dia la..dh chat...exchanqe no....see...bbyqerl peramah punye..hehe...i said to hym..kalau ade prblm, beep2 tau...don't keep it to yrself...well,he sec 4 next yr..same as my ah'boy....hehe....oh ya.. ystdy that bitch chat with me...tk heran...uat hal sendiri...haha..she said this to me...
I'm here to not creatwe trouble but to make you realise you f. mistakes . Whyy should you complain to you boiiffffffriend tat i said all those mean words to you ?? Aren't you a big girl already ? If you're not at fault & if you're telling the truth you should stand upp for yourself , defend youself . Not asking someone to interfere this prob . I'm not any bitch , but when you hurt my besties ..
You're dead meat !
but, dlm hati i....
wei~!! sundal....kau pikir aku ni ape... small qerl that u can just control n step on it...no!!! n i mean it... n berani kau ckp aku dead meat.... kalau aku dead meat, asl dlm badan aku ade soul aqy?? bdh siak... sebelum mahu speakinq, pikir dulu... baru ade makne,bdh... wei~! it's my rite to tell my bf or whoeva abt my prblm..oh..pandai kau ckp mcm tu dgn aku... abeh, waktu bf kau mintak motek, sape yq tolonq kau...?? SAPE RUHIDAH..sape yq tlq kau...abeh, waktu kau rindu bakal bf kau, sape yq uat kau to be stronq aqain..n try to talk with hym..although he dh ade gf..sape ruhidah..sape...so far, semue kwn yq aku dpt for this two yrs..is semue LOW-CLASS!!!! kau phm low-class tu ape... kalau kau tk phm, aku blh ajar kau...semue pmpn yq aku berkwn selama dua thn of secondary..semue kacang lupakn kulit....kau tahu kacang lupekn kulit tu ape.. kacang tu kau..yq kulit tu aku... pikir la...kau sendiri uruh aku mintak maaf kt laiyinah n marwanie... ok..aku mintak maafkn drg.. ok.. wtf?? asl imbas kn kesah lama....btw,mcm ne kau tahu psl prblm dulu sebelum aku,laiyinah n marwanie knl kau....of course, si miss candy love tu n marwaniq one&only..or wateva...tk heran la.. bilanq... kalau tk,sape..hantu... hantu laqi msk dlm badan krq ampai ckp psl ni semue...bdh la lu qerl...sepatutnye peranqai krq ni,kena ajar... atau pun tk pantas dipanqqil pmpn atau wanita... yq pantasnye dipanqqil BETINA...
Labels: anqry mood ystrdy...
meow..meow...
Monday, December 14, 20096:02 PM
meow!! hehe... sry fr nt update for abt few days..bz of somethinq...well, nt that bz...well, after my parents had a fiqht, my life is bad.. but i'm lucky to have friends like ruhidah,laiyinah...bnyk larh...thx you quys... but, it nvr helps me... (last two days) so, i qo counsellinq dqn my abq... my abq punye kwn counsel me.. qerek la kwn abq... ok..it makes me batta already...thx abq... hehe..then, mlm chat with ah'toy...bla.bla..bla...bla...slp..ystrday, wake up at about 9+..bathe..qo market..cook...den, ah'toy msq me ...he said he at my block.pulak waktu tu, i at playqround already..haha...den, mit hym..bla.bla..bla..bla...bla..kwn die dtg..muke 100% sama dqn my ex classmate since primary sch...farhan kecik..hahaha...tok3...den, kwn die complain, he every hunqry... ok lor..ah'toy dgn die qy beli mkn...i with my adq kt playqround...play ard...watch ah'toy dgn kwn die qy kedai jap, i sempat train my tarian... but at the right tyme, ah'toy nvr see ...hehe...
bla..bla..bla..joke ard..bnyk mat...bla.bla..bla...4+ i wanna qo hme..den, told ah'toy n his kwn to walk first...ok lor..balek umah...mandi..uat cha kueh...(idk the spellinq) akhirnye, tk jadi cha kueh...haha...qerek la..jiran kasi dough die je..yq lain, me&mum uat...lol...bla..bla..bla...bla...den,after sunset,..qo kedai gmbr ambek gmbr hari raya...cute sei...haha...den, somethinq happen..mls nk bilanq...bla..bla.bla...msqinq ah'toy...that part, qy ah'toy's punye bloq...hehe...den, on9...play game...maen game hantu..lol...bla..bla..bla..otp dgn my tarian teacher...wtf?? esk ade tarian...tk nk gy la..ala...dtq sana..kt marsilinq...uat bdh je..kalau bdk uat slh, btl kn..borinq siol...dari pada aku buanq energy, more betta i sit at hme sei..ok lor..thats all..
love this sonq so much!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYAZ7rauI2M&feature=related
bla..bla..bla..joke ard..bnyk mat...bla.bla..bla...4+ i wanna qo hme..den, told ah'toy n his kwn to walk first...ok lor..balek umah...mandi..uat cha kueh...(idk the spellinq) akhirnye, tk jadi cha kueh...haha...qerek la..jiran kasi dough die je..yq lain, me&mum uat...lol...bla..bla..bla...bla...den,after sunset,..qo kedai gmbr ambek gmbr hari raya...cute sei...haha...den, somethinq happen..mls nk bilanq...bla..bla.bla...msqinq ah'toy...that part, qy ah'toy's punye bloq...hehe...den, on9...play game...maen game hantu..lol...bla..bla..bla..otp dgn my tarian teacher...wtf?? esk ade tarian...tk nk gy la..ala...dtq sana..kt marsilinq...uat bdh je..kalau bdk uat slh, btl kn..borinq siol...dari pada aku buanq energy, more betta i sit at hme sei..ok lor..thats all..
love this sonq so much!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYAZ7rauI2M&feature=related
Labels: lazy to update...
ewwww!!!
Saturday, December 12, 20093:26 AM
heyyoo...lalala....hehe...tired rite nw but still stronq....hehe...ok..today, ibu wake me up at abt 9am...bcoz wanna qo jeputan org khawin..hmpf...mls tau nk qy..tkpe la...qy je la...=.= ...
bathe, mae up..well, nt so heavy makeup lyk chinese opera ,ok?? hehe....b4 that, ask ah'toy psl match... ok...my kebaya is white + black pattern ....flower pattern... den, my mum told me to use skirt..maroon skirt..fyi, i hate to wear skirt..well, sch skirt ok la.... den, ah'toy said, maroon n white not match..ok lor..he said, kebaya cn war with jeans , rite? den, i said yea...den, he said...wear with jeans la...black colour...den, i said, i try first...den, he said...ok...up to u la..den, i find it 100% ok... hehe..thx ah'toy.... den, qo take 966 kt blk 402.... w8 abt 3min..bus dtq...bla..bla..bla...dqr laqu... trn dkt2 hiqhway... naek taxi...owww....bnyk duit mak aku..lol..jkjk...den, reach there, tk mkn..mkn tu ade la.. tapi, abit only...mkn suji..my favourite...hehe...den, ade kendarat...ok lor...muke kendarat semua mcm borinq je...=.=....den, orq kompanq dtq..ewwww!!!...ewwwww!!! EWWWWW!!!..... muke ade handsome la...tapi, omg!!...atittude...childish qiler...ewww...bla..bla..bla...qy sebelah qerl2...bdk kompanq ddk belakanq... abeh, one of them mintak my no... den, i speakinq la...nk tahu?? tk blh tahu...bluek!!....bla..bla..bla...bla...qy sebelah boi alek...ampai je..dgr laqu mimpi manis..wow....nk ikut nyanyi la..tapi, malu la... hehe...den, uat hal mjk dqn my mum...psl ape tau...psl i wanna qo hme..pnt tau..~.~....ok lor..qo hme...take 21..trn eunos..den, abt 3min-5min...bus 966 dtq... tkde tmpt ddk... ok lor ...diri...dqn hiqh heel...ish..dh tinqqi , nk tinqqi aqy pulak..jkjk.... trn, marsilinq mrt...walk...mum buy rojak...hot!!... den, qo hme... play leqo...new leqo ..... just beli..bla..bla..bla... ok lor..nk mkn ulu..bye2..miss my syq....hehe
bathe, mae up..well, nt so heavy makeup lyk chinese opera ,ok?? hehe....b4 that, ask ah'toy psl match... ok...my kebaya is white + black pattern ....flower pattern... den, my mum told me to use skirt..maroon skirt..fyi, i hate to wear skirt..well, sch skirt ok la.... den, ah'toy said, maroon n white not match..ok lor..he said, kebaya cn war with jeans , rite? den, i said yea...den, he said...wear with jeans la...black colour...den, i said, i try first...den, he said...ok...up to u la..den, i find it 100% ok... hehe..thx ah'toy.... den, qo take 966 kt blk 402.... w8 abt 3min..bus dtq...bla..bla..bla...dqr laqu... trn dkt2 hiqhway... naek taxi...owww....bnyk duit mak aku..lol..jkjk...den, reach there, tk mkn..mkn tu ade la.. tapi, abit only...mkn suji..my favourite...hehe...den, ade kendarat...ok lor...muke kendarat semua mcm borinq je...=.=....den, orq kompanq dtq..ewwww!!!...ewwwww!!! EWWWWW!!!..... muke ade handsome la...tapi, omg!!...atittude...childish qiler...ewww...bla..bla..bla...qy sebelah qerl2...bdk kompanq ddk belakanq... abeh, one of them mintak my no... den, i speakinq la...nk tahu?? tk blh tahu...bluek!!....bla..bla..bla...bla...qy sebelah boi alek...ampai je..dgr laqu mimpi manis..wow....nk ikut nyanyi la..tapi, malu la... hehe...den, uat hal mjk dqn my mum...psl ape tau...psl i wanna qo hme..pnt tau..~.~....ok lor..qo hme...take 21..trn eunos..den, abt 3min-5min...bus 966 dtq... tkde tmpt ddk... ok lor ...diri...dqn hiqh heel...ish..dh tinqqi , nk tinqqi aqy pulak..jkjk.... trn, marsilinq mrt...walk...mum buy rojak...hot!!... den, qo hme... play leqo...new leqo ..... just beli..bla..bla..bla... ok lor..nk mkn ulu..bye2..miss my syq....hehe
hmmm~
Thursday, December 10, 20097:39 PM
i don't know why suddenly i wanna post my bloq for todays topic early... haisss
bored rite now... nthinq to do... early morninq, wake up..bathe...ibu told me to qo market.. okeyh lor... tired... msq ah'toy for forqiveness... then, okeyh lor....lupe pulak, semlm bdh btl la si diana mamak kelinq tu..qy kasi nombor aku kt mateair die punye kwn..chibye..eat shit la... bdh la kau...qy kasi nombor aku kt die uat pe... siak la kau..uat prblm agy siak...abeh die minta knl2...eww...tk nk la aku..kau semue kasih aku boi mcm low-class punye...(nt my type..nt my mr right)...ewww....qeli siol aku...then, mlm otp with my abq anqkat... then, abt 5 min, my abq anqkat punye mak call me..ckp, my abq anqkat, zulkanai passed away...sobsob*....sedih sei.. kenape abq kena tqlkn adq soranq diri?? adq syq abq sqt2 tapi kenape abq tqlkn adq?? ...sobsob**....
bored rite now... nthinq to do... early morninq, wake up..bathe...ibu told me to qo market.. okeyh lor... tired... msq ah'toy for forqiveness... then, okeyh lor....lupe pulak, semlm bdh btl la si diana mamak kelinq tu..qy kasi nombor aku kt mateair die punye kwn..chibye..eat shit la... bdh la kau...qy kasi nombor aku kt die uat pe... siak la kau..uat prblm agy siak...abeh die minta knl2...eww...tk nk la aku..kau semue kasih aku boi mcm low-class punye...(nt my type..nt my mr right)...ewww....qeli siol aku...then, mlm otp with my abq anqkat... then, abt 5 min, my abq anqkat punye mak call me..ckp, my abq anqkat, zulkanai passed away...sobsob*....sedih sei.. kenape abq kena tqlkn adq soranq diri?? adq syq abq sqt2 tapi kenape abq tqlkn adq?? ...sobsob**....
Labels: sobsob*
i'm nthinq in this world for u...
7:01 AM
okeyh .... just finish havinq a little fiqht ... well , nt actually a fiqht .. well, i just jokinq with hym ... bcoz my kwn ask me to sinq laqu tonq hua for her anniversary 1 yr..on 28 dec... den , he said , haha..kecian.. den, i said, diam..abeh die ckp ,ok..i diam..den, i ckp fine !...so, he diam la... well, to hym it';s nt a joke..to me is a joke... tkpe la.. kalau u tk nk ckp dqn i ke..chat dqn i ke...msqinq me ke...wat so eva ... i don' mind.. i tahu perkara ni akan terjadi..it's ok..i bknnye sape2 dqn u.. i'm just a bitch wanna more fwenz just to make fwnz with her bcoz she had no body to share with ... it's ok.. i nthinq in this world..mmnq btl ckp abq anqkat aku... lebih baek mati dari hidup cam ni dqn penuh air mate yq jth secara tiba2...dlm setiap detik..i tahu, i slh..i sry...but, i dh maafkn u tapi... haiss...it's me to decide to leave this world FOR-EVA... n i mean it... aku mati atau hidup pun krq mane ade care abt me... mcm tisu... lps krq dh pakai, krq buanq sembaranqan...i think i must leave my body on earth n my soul ...well, i don't know where it qo.... haiss...looks lyk i have to end this... thx for every thinq... i must leave u quys w/o me...
latest new: just qet a call from my abq anqkat parents... muhd zulkanai had just passed away this eveninq.... OMG abq.. y must u leave me instead i leavinq u..why??
Labels: qonna leave u quys w/o me
miss you quys ...
Wednesday, December 9, 200912:03 AM
ruhidah my twin,my sister, my chubby bunny & my adviser.jpg)
2n2 raya outinq ...
my best fwen since primary 1...faisarah ....
hari raya AMP outinq 2.....fet taufik,asri,abq shah,kak diana,muhaimin,hariz & danial
my beloved 1n3 classmate...
hari raya AMP outinq... me,abq shah,kak diana &adq daniyal
danish(playboi) my lauqhinq qas when i was primary sch qerl..
rikki my cartoon bby...
marwanie ketot...my adviser,my lauqhinq gas,my chubby bunny & my ketot sis...jkjk
kak diana my adviser...lol
inah my chubby bunny&sister....
ah'toy(my bby upin) ^^
leqo jr ..(mat rep pasir ris) lol..jkjk..^^
kak diana my adviser...lol
inah my chubby bunny&sister....
ah'toy(my bby upin) ^^
leqo jr ..(mat rep pasir ris) lol..jkjk..^^
well this qone be a short post .... well, holiday ish kinda bored without noise&lauqhter ... well, i qonna upload the pic who i miss&thankful with...it's been so fun with you by my side...hmm..oh ya..my twin cut her hair short qiler...cute sekali..walaupun i blh umpe die with her new hair,but i read her bloq with her photo...n she said,she cut it wronqly..awww...jqn sedih2...rmbt pmpn kn cpt qrow..cam waniq...dulu ckp rmbt cam sinqa ni skrq, ambek kau...rmbt dh lebat dh...n btw,ruhidah jealous lookinq at wanie's hair bcoz wanie's hair is in blonde+red colour..(waktu kena matehari or liqht)hehe...bnyk orq ckp die dye rmbt die..padahal ori sei...okok..stop all those craps...ok...ah'toy&rikki qone to cmp..miss u quys....muack...hehe..n also my 1n3&2n2 classmates...my primary sch besties n also my bbyqerls out there..hope to c u soon ...lol...harap2 sihat je krq kt luar...n yea...i kinda also miss my mat rep,syazwan aka leqo jr... pertama kali nmpk die, alamak!! cam mat rep sei... he cute qiler...cam winnie the pooh that my uncle buy for me since i was pri 6... bsr qiler..tapi, tk tahu my mum put where...miss that pooh...sobsob...oh ya.. my mum just bouqht me a new hp... red+black that is my favourite colour...my mum iqtkn nk belikn me walkman phone tapi tk jadi...she belikn i hp nokia x-300 express music...btw, it only cost abt $260....murah kn? baru kluar...have two colour one is red+black n other want is silver blue+black....this model baru kluar abt 2-3 wks aqo...btw, sry wanie ..aku tk dpt beli hp sama dqn kau..sry ehk..btw, aku nmpk hp impian kau tau kt marsilinq...tmpt mane mak aku belikn aku hp...tapi, aku tk tanye harganye la..mane tahu harganye lebih murah dari kt buqis..senang2, aku ajak kau,&idah qy tqk sama2..ok?? ok lor..gtg...oh ya...ah'toy camp is 2 days one nite..so, mayb esk ehk die balik..ntah la..ok lor..toddles!!
Labels: sobsob*
hmm~
Saturday, December 5, 20098:21 PM
the 'old' lady gaga ....
lady gaga w/o her makeup ...........
where qot qhost ?? ...................
sinetron indonesia cinta fitri season ramadan .....peep~.... CLEAR!! wtf ?? what was i thinkinq ....hmpf!~ okeyh ... time to qet serious bbyqerl ..no jokinq around ...nnti, TTM mrh ...ish...setakat jokinq around je , TTM mrh ..ish3..tk patut...lol...hey there ~ ...kinda borinq sittinq at home ... nthinq to do ... okeyh ... early morninq , wakes up at around 9.30 am.. switch on tv watch fairly oddparents .. that show is my second druq ... hell yeah ~ ...then , abq alek ... semlm keje overtime... woo~...he bouqht a new dvd ...cinta fitri season ramadan...woo..ramadan...lol...watch la...dah lama qiler tk tqk ...hmm...sedih cite die... fyi , i like to watch indon movie or sinetron ... qerek la... oh ya...chinese also... hmm...then , mandi ...lalalalala......ish..mana blh nyanyi kt dlm bathroom...ish3..dosa3...hmm...then , msk bilik... see hp .. ah'toy msq me..tqh uat pe ... then , rply lor .. tqk! aku rply die .. die tk rply aku ni... nottyboi.... hmpf!~..kiddinq... then , dqr laqu, on9, taqqed & bloqqinq ... peep orq punye bloq .. kpo kiaa cikit.. lol...tk la... taq wanie & ah'toy .... bla..bla..bla...qo qooqle ... search imaqes ... imaqe of lady qaqa ... love her siak... hehe... my mum , adq n abq not at home .... left me & dad.... fyi , i kinda miss apple pie ... lol... yea...n of course mykwn la... semlm iqtkn nk umpe ah'toy tapi not yet ready .. ok lor... you see , ystrdy me , wanie , mum n adq qy jln2 kt cwp...then , my mum n adq qo home...bile kt library, ibu call me...idah, kunci kt idah...alek skrq ... i was WTF LA... waste mny u neo... den, ask wanie to tmnkn me qo home... ok lor... then , kasi kunci..well,it's raininq cats & doq i tell u... fun to play... haha....then , qo tekonq...buy noodle in cup... eat3...qo wdl mart for fun ... dinq donq... nmpk sepet n the qanq..i was like..wtf?? then , from wdl mart jln ampai admiralty mrt.... from there kn blh naek bus 912 kn..so yea...take from there lor..at traffic liqht, nmpk 912 from jauh....selamat dh qreen liqht..ape aqy, dh lama tk lari..chase that bus... dpt juqak... lol...then, qo home...mandi..on9....bla..bla....bla..then, tertdo... wake up ard 9+...ah'toy msq me..bla..bla..bla..eat..then, on9..msq ah'toy n rikki... eat snickers...abq semlm belanja... about 12+ watch tv ...watch mummy...then, ibu wanna slp..so,slp lor...but i wake up at ard 2+...watch where qot qhost..mlm2 tqk cite hantu..pulak tu, soranq je tqk...haha...ok lor...nak mkn ulu..toddles!!
Labels: lady gaga w/o makeup??
lazy boops ...
6:07 AM
nth in this world
Thursday, December 3, 20097:47 PM
once aqain....can't sleep all niqht...thinkinq of this matter .. well, my mum sadi on monday she wanna qo to the court but tk jadi ... my mum qo to my uncle house at pasir ris ..(marwanie tahu which uncle)....then, today, nthinq to do.... ystrdy, msq my twin..wanna qo buqis or not...then,she said,ok....then, ok lor...den, today wanie called me as my wake up call...because she called at ard 10+ ...i asked her, wanna qo buqis? den, she said ok lor..then , ok la...qo out at 12...meet at bns or bench 903 also dunno...about 12.10 i out .. i know, i'm late... qerls , rite? haha..den, take 961 from marsilinq mrt ... top-up my ez-link card...reach int, saw wanie... salam die..biasa la...orq islam..kena salam eachother..ish..melebih pulak idah..ish3...dh2..ok..qo bns...w8 for my twin...as we w8, nmpk khairi, azmi,syahrul...blh katakn, bdk band la...den, azmi , wanie n me tok2 abt next yrs class..bla..bla.bla...den,twin dtq... salam...den, take mrt..turun city hall den take mrt again...drop buqis...tap..tap..tap...walk...den, wanie said to idah...idah, qy toilet...aku tqk rmbt wahidah loose la..ok lor..tie back...bla...bla..bla...jln2 kt buqis street... i buy a shirt that cost $10... same pattern like idah wear..only laen colour..ade green,yellow,blue n hot pink..nmpk hot pink, ape lagi,beli la...buy already, idah buy lonq pants..den, take bus qo wdl back...bla..bla..bla..nmpk satu bdk cute sekali....kalau you gerl nmpk ni bdk, of course krq cubit die...chubby qiler..(fyi, ni bdk kecik,bkn bdk remaje)...he playinq his psp while we were watchinq hym.... haha...chubby la... aqy chubby dari ex aku...haha....den, qo toilet..idah vomit...dizzy...=.= .....den, qy mkn kt horizon foodmall... den, jln2...watch elmo, cookie monster n there rest of the sesame streets frens la...bla..bla...qo psr mlm...shoppinq aqy..shoppinq ape...shoppinq mkn...utk mdm kt umah la beb..lol...buy food..den,jln2 aqi...idah nmpk satu kedai ni...bnyk baju la..kiteorq tqk, idah shout...because baju2 nye cantik2..pulak, murah pulak tu....hmm...ape agi, tqk la...idah n wanie keep repeatinq meyesal sei gi buqis..aku kt belakang, oh ..ok...den, idah buy baju...baju cam waiteress...bla..bla..bla...cantik..black n white..den, me n wanie tqk t-shirt emo couple...wow...cantik qiler..swit sei... emo style..haha...fyi, i n wanie dulu emo qiler...haha...tu dulu, bkn skrg...haha....den, i qt saw one shirt..that said , DRINKING , EATING , FUCKING....idah,wanie n me shout OMG!!!.....after jln2, wanie n idah wanna qo treehaus park...so, i thouqh i wanna qo int take bus qo hme but, kt dpn library kn ade bus stop 912..so, ape aqi...naek la kt sana...wanie n idah send me there...sekali otw kn... w8..w8..n w8.... bus tk dtq2..oh ya..b4 nk kluar civic centre, nmpk arep pulak..salam die...my abg angkat pe..salam la...perknlkn ruhidah kt die..so, ok lor...bus dh dtq, board..bye2 to wanie n idah...den, abt five stop,dpt msq..no. cam prnh knl..tapi, sape..den,it said...u,i nk patch dgn u...evensince i left u, i regret..i follow what my fwen said...pls u.. i nk patch dgn u... den, i rply la..i said, ni sape? slh no. kot...den, he rply..no..ni wahidah kn? ni iskandar la... ape aqy, i reject la die punye patch..ish..sape nk die sei...dgr ckp orq laen suruh brk...doq sei...woof la... ok lor..thats all....toddles!!
ends up DIVORCE
4:05 AM
well , today every sinqle min/sec i cry .... my tears is like river flow down ....as the dauqhter , i had aright to know about my parents relationship .... you try to imaqine , 16 yrs of marriaqe , ends up divorce ... how pitfull my world is ... today , wake up at about 11.35 am ... quickly , have a shower .... as you wanna know , when i had a shower , i cried ...... because of my parents ..... oh well... fyi , i kinda wanna die than stay in a world that i don't want to stay .... oh qod .. what is was thinkinq ..... at about 1+pm , my mum called that bitch to know further more ... well , i can't tell you quys what she said to my mum (sorry) ... after my mum finish otp with that bitch , at about 3 or 4+....my mum called my dad's office to let permission for dad to qo home NOW... so ya...my dad's boss let him .... at about 5+ my dad home.... at was at my room cryinq with a scissors .... well, i tryinq to kill myself ... i had nothinq to think about ... i had qive up ... my dad arrived...as he arrived , my mum told him him to take off his shoe then sit down at the sofa ... i at my room , cry ..cry...cry....cry..... my mum talk to my dad ...bla..bla...bla...then , mum called me .... i just quiet ... cryinq as i huq my patrick doll where my parents gave it to me ... my mum had said ended her sentence with "baek...kalau awk nk mcm tu, ukekn pmpn tu,go ahead ..hari monday ,turun court. saya nk ceraikn awk...after she said that , i cry & cry ..... ibu , tkmo ckp mcm tu la.... tlq la ibu .... i don't want this to happen..ibu ,pls la.... kalau ibu n abah cerai , idah nk tql dqn sape .... idah bknnye ade abq atau adq .... abq pun , abq sedara ..n adq pun anak cik iman ..ibu jaqa.... do you know that , i don't want this prblm disturb my studies ... oh qod..plz help your slave....i beqqinq you ... well, i kinda wanna met that bitch , mum n dad to talk about this in a good way .... well, i try my best .... oh qod .... well, after my mum said that sentence , i run to my room & smack the door ... my heart really2 broken into million of pieces ....i found a penknife that i bouqht about last two days ... my mum knock the door... i nvr answered... my mum open with a key & i was found wanna kill myself .... my mum stop me... she slap me ... i said" ni kn ibu nk .... wahidah dh tkde pape aqy dh.. lebih baek wahidah mati dari pada hidup merana dqn ibu dqn abah qodoh psl ni hal... ibu agy percaya tu pmpn sial tu dari abah ... walaupun , tu pmpn sial tu pmpn , ibu hrs percaya kn abah lebih dari pmpn sial tu ... ibu tkmo ceraikn abah .... ibu dh knl dgn abah dh nk lebih 20+ lebih thn tau ... ibu prnh ckp , dulu abah tk prnh gatal dgn pmpn laen , baek la..ape la..akhirnye , ape ibu dpt...nth....IBU2...idah pun ade perasan ....tlg la ibu..."Labels: NO WAY..
why do you do this to ibu ?? why?
Wednesday, December 2, 20093:58 AM
elo ..current cryinq with a broken heart ... no feelinqs at all ...but , tears keep runninq down ... okeyh .. firstly , i don't want to talk or tell anyone about this problem .. you see , early in morninq , wake up at about 11.29 am ...took my towel n have a shower .. then , otp with diana ... then , help mum at kitchen ... i notice that my dad forqot to brinq his phone ... so , my mum told me to switch on his phone ... there are about two messaqes ..so , my mum told me to open.. so yea ... as i read those messaqe , my heart is full of tears .. you know why ... because my dad ADNAN , was found havinq an affair .. my mum was very anqry... then , she told me to switch off the phone ... so , we leave it where it belonqs ... so , after that ... me , mum & abq watch horror movie ... after watch the horror movie , abq wanna borrow some money .. so , i borrow him .. then , he off to work .. left me , mum & adq ... then , my mum told me to switch on abah's phone ... that bitch messaqe abah ... about 4-6 messqes she send to my dad .. me & my mum were anqry with my dad ... she kepp on messaqinq my dad .. WTF ?? she keep on messaqinq I LOVE YOU messaqes to my dad ... that is where my mum & i were very dissapointed with my dad ... how could you do this to ibu, abah?? how could you..it is been 16 yrs of marriaqe and now this is the result .. idah sqt kecewa dqn abah .. abah bukan abah yanq dulu idah kenal atau dapat ...sobsob** after the eveninq prayers , that bitch called my dad's phone ... i answered .... i questioned her like i questioned a criminal who had been arrested for been killed his own family ... what was i thinkinq ... she answer ... my dad had with her about 2 years ... think about it ... two years ...could you just imaqine that ... how cruel my dad is ... my mum had qive up ... my mum asked me what i had said to that bitch ... so , i answered ... she was very dissapointed... she already qive up to my dad ... about 7.45pm , my dad come home ... my mum told him to sit down first before eatinq dinner or havinq a shower ... my mum don't want to questioned my dad .. she told me to questioned dad .. so , i questioned ... he said , that is his friend's friend ... he qet from his friend ... it's about 1 year+ ..(abt 2 yrs) ... my mum had decided that she don't want to care about him , talk to him or even look at him ...you know what that means? she said , we will see at court .. i was shocked !! i don't want my parents to be separated ....oh qod , help your slave ...
Labels: ape slh ibu kt abah??
hmm
Tuesday, December 1, 20091:04 AM
elo...currently, wanna off9...last to chat..just nw, chat with ah'toy ,naz n one kiddo....don't know la..he add me..den, after i findout , he is my ex punye kwn..so chat with hym la..for awhile...den, read my tag.. eyna n wanie mintak maaf psl tu .. i speechless....den,ah'toy said, u nk maafkn drg?? den , i said...insya-allah..den,he said,blh tk? den, i said blh..den, ok lor...den, edit sonq..my tag qot ppl spam...fuck u la...kanina..den, uat tag baru...bla..bla..bla.. den, mls nk lyn satu mat ni... aku off9 la...den, qo youtube..search for new sonq.. but, tk jadi psl i found a vdeo that nt only biq ppl can sinq , but a 5 yrs old girl can sinq takku sanqka takku duga...she is swit..u c for yrself la...gtg..bye... the title is takku sangka takku duga- my 5yr old cousin :)
Labels: cute sei
